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Monday, May 3, 2010

Ask the hard questions

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“An unexamined life is a life not worth living”

~Socrates

I have spent my entire life getting in trouble for asking questions of everyone, parents, friends, my wife, family, politicians, superintendents, principals, and school board members. Keeping the status quo “because that is how we do it” has never sat well with me. If we do what we do because WE decide it is the best thing to do… Great. If we do what we do, and not ask the hard questions, because we are afraid of the answers, than I will continue to be in trouble a lot. One of my earliest memories of school was in the first grade when I was kept in at lunch because I did not fill in the pictures completely with the correct color crayon in the first grade. I marked all the shapes with all the correct colors; I just finished in about 1 minute because I was not that interested in coloring the shapes. The teacher sold me I had to. I asked why. She said it is to see if you know your colors. I told her I did, and I pointed to my paper with all the correct colors in the correct shapes. She then said it was a coloring activity and I said I thought it was to learn my colors. I also told her that I thought it was a waste of time to just color in shapes. She then told me that if I had to color in the shapes because she said so. Even at the age of eight I did not respond to that kind of logic so I ended up spending my lunch recess in the class coloring shapes.


Education is what survives when what has been learned has been forgotten.”



~B.F. Skinner


During my second high school job the science department needed to hire a science teacher to fill a full-time teaching position. At the time we had 6 or 7 applications for the positions. I asked our department head what the process was for hiring a science teacher. I asked her if we (the other science teachers and I) could see the applications and sit in on the interviews when they are done. I explained since we all will be working with this person for the next few years it would be nice if we all could meet them, get to know them and help make the decision. Her reply was why would we want to do that? The department chairs and the principal make the decision. A department chair from another department said, “Yea, that’s how it has always been done.” My response was, “Just because it has been done this way for the past 10 years does not mean it is still the best way. We should talk about it as a department and see if we want to change it.” My department chair responded, “Nope, this is how we do it. I am the department chair and I get to make the decision.” We continued the debate for the next few minutes with the process staying the same. However, I did not stop there. I brought up the question at one of our department meetings (the department chair was not happy… it happens ) and every one of the other science teachers agreed with me and it turned into a mini coup. The discussion went on for the next few months and the next year all the science teachers were allowed to look over the applications and were invited to all the science interviews. Things changed but the department chair began to look at me as a trouble maker. Someone who always wants to change everything. It is not that I wanted to change things, I just ask, “can this be done better?” and see where it takes me. No matter how “politically correct”, by asking the hard questions, someone is going to be mad and upset. I realized years ago that if everyone says I am great and wonderful, I am probably not asking the right questions to effect real change. I asked the tough questions every chance I get.   I have gotten better at asking them the right way at the right time.  Some things changed and other things did not.  But I kept on trying.

“At some point, heroic educators need to stand up and say, “No!” if this violates our values and goes against our calling of who we are and what we stand for as educators, we need to stand up and be counted. To constantly acquiesce to a dysfunctional system, to situational inadequacy, is wrong. Heroism is about personal responsibility. It’s about people who choose to assume an internal locus of control-instead of those who say: “If only… or “Yes, but…” (p. 153)



~ The Hero’s Journey, Brown and Moffett

Rock the Boat
 
Shawn

How to make teaching the career you always dreamed of.

INTRODUCTION

This blog has come out of my journey to become the teacher and person I have always wanted to be. I do not claim to be an expert but I have shared my ides, goals, dreams, and failures with many people over the years and a lot of them told me to put them in a book. Well, it is not a book but I think it will do. This blog is a partial compilation of my 18 year journey, which happily is still going strong. I do not claim to be an expert or a writer. I am just a person with some ideas and the need to write something down. I decided to write this blog as a way to work through my own thoughts and hopefully it might be of benefit to someone else. It will contain stories of my life that have affected me, have caused me to questions things to become the teacher I am today. It will also contains quotes and poems that have caused me to think, reflect, and to look for answers answers. I am happy, content, and I can’t imagine doing anything else for a career. When people ask me why I teach my response is, “Teaching is what I am. It is not something I do. I create relationships, build better people, and attempt to change the world.”

What do I want to do with my life? Why do I teach? What are my goals as a teacher? What really makes me happy? These are some of the many questions I have asked myself over the years. I have found a lot of answers but I have uncovered even more questions. It is in the love of the journey and the acceptance of the questions and confusion that I have found my greatest joy and peace in teaching.

Success is a journey… not a destination
~Unknown


 
The purpose of this blog is to help you ask yourself a lot of questions and have YOU find some of the answers. I could not possibly give you any answers because my life and my experiences are unique to me and the only answers that really matter lie in each one of us. It is our job to figure them out. Each one of us must take our own journey. A lot of people will come and go in our lives, each one of them on their own journey. They can join us on our path for a while (it may be for a moment or it may be for years) but in the end they must leave to continue on their own and ultimately you must do the same. One of my favorite scenes from the movies occurs in the movie, City Slickers, when a lost and confused Mitch is talking to an old withered cowboy Curly about the meaning of life.

Curly [to Mitch]: Do you know what the secret of life is?
[holds up one finger]
Curly: This.
Mitch: Your finger?
Curly: One thing. Just one thing. You stick to that and the rest don't mean shit.
Mitch: But, what is the "one thing?"
Curly: [smiles] That's what *you* have to find out.


 
My intent is not to make you fell happy and warm inside all the time when reading this blog. My goal is to have you think about yourself, to question others, and to question yourself so that you my become the teacher, but more importantly, the person you have always dreamed of. My wish is that you accept the challenge to determine what it means for you to be a safe, wanted, and successful teacher and person. The journey will not be easy, it will be difficult and like every journey, begins with the first step.

All you can give is your best. What you are doing today is exactly and precisely what you should be doing TODAY. Is it what you should be doing tomorrow or the next day? Only you know the answer to that question. I know that you are amazing, gifted, and worthy of success. You became a teacher to make a difference, to make things better, and to effect our children. Do not let the whiners, the naysayer, or the worn out bitter teachers get you down. If you fight for it, want it bad enough, and are willing to pay the price you can have everything you dreamed of, you can become an Independent Teacher and make teaching the career you have always wanted.

Power
strength and self-assertion
lie within the us all
yet we are afraid
we do not use the resources
given to us to live our lives
from the stagnation of comfortable routine
locked into jobs, relationships... ourselves
fearing what others may think of us
we lack the courage to step up
from our custom role

strength and self-assertion
can be demonstrated
with gracious kindness,
softly spoken truths will take us farther
then belligerent defensiveness,

be true to yourself... dare to be different
by courageously stepping forward
and say “I am”… “I will be”
then “be”
remembering always to move softly
with gentleness and love
free yourself from what others want you to be
that with which you have aligned yourself

find and use the magnificent
loving power within you

~diane westlake



I hope some of the things in here will be of some use to you and help you on your journey to become the teacher and person you have always wanted to be.


Best wishes

Shawn